Life seems to be testing my limits. In one time and place you deem things impossible. And slowly over time, like a frog in boiling water, you arrive at the impossible. What motivates us to test ourselves like this? Personally, I think that I tell myself that if I can make it over the hill, it will end. But it doesnt. There is just another challenge awaiting you. I guess thats what keeps us alive. But its exhausting.

Sometimes I feel a burst of emotion reminding me of the way things used to be..things I hadnt stopped to think about until that moment. Defensive mechanism I guess. Other times I wonder if I should be in another place all together. A single decision can drastically change the course of your life and others.